The soul searches
In deep ends
Edges blurred out with darkness
For spots of light
Desperation in complexities
To understand the workings
Of all which functions
In the realms beyond human understanding
Do not think you are ever alone
You are surrounded by the stars that glows
The rivers that forever flows
All of natures delightful wonder
The universe speaks to you at every moment
There is always companionship
Though you seem to be isolated
It tells of peace available when you look within
From the inside can the universe first be revealed
There is a friend in everything that grows
The plant and trees speak to you
They tell you to cheer up
There is great peace within you
The animals you see give a beacon of hope
You are not alone
Surrounded by all wonderful created things,you are
Let me deceive myself,please
For it is much easier this way
Once I enjoy my bowl of lies
Then I will move on again
If the cure to pain is delusion
Aren’t I allowed to have it?
Who am I to act strong?
When I face an impossible truth
They say when your life is falling apart
The end result might be pleasant
But for me,I am too scared to face this
Maybe one day I will look back and laugh
Thinking I was so wrongly afraid
But today,give me my bowl of lies
Since I need it to survive
Then let me have it,please!
Where do we go from here
What will lead us
From a place where there is great coldness,
Scolding and fright?
Who should we give our hands
For grasping unto
When the fear grows deep
Who will be with us
Who will tell us that,
It will be all okay
Who will lead us
The questions remains unanswered
But at least it has been asked
Before long there would be some sort of reply
A step has already been taken
To get closer to the truth
Which lies deep in our very core
A way forward
When you wake up to a world that is not the brainwashed picture you are used to,which had been presented to you your whole life.That means you are awakened.This is both a pleasant gift and an unsavoury curse.It is because you see,recorgnise and feel what you do not always like.
The truth is obvious to you now and it cannot be re-covered.You have to dance to the music which brings the mix of all emotions.You are unable to communicate your magnificent views adequately to the unspoken ones.They may see you as too radical/confused or insane.
Because you are not “meant” to know something’s which you now know,you focus on things that are not “meant” to be focused on.Sometimes you feel the weight of the world on your soilders.You empatize indiscriminately.You feel that nobody really understands and kerp trying to carry on on your own.
Such is the life of someone awakened.I call it the awakening realizations.