I will start a story series of what I want to become a novel.Other forms of stories will be added as times goes by.
This new segment of my blog will consist of short stories,novellas and ‘wannabe’ novels of all genres (thriller,romance,horror),all written by me.
it will be written from chapter to chapter or from phase to phase.Basically written in a linear and understandable manner.I’ve wanted to do this for a while now.Writing stories have been my passion and i am happy that I can now share them to the world.
The name of the first “wannabe” novel series is synesthesia .It is a thriller of some sort.
Brief background info of synesthesia-
An experiment is carried out on a girl who is the perfect test subject with a unique gene coding, to see how much emotion and psychological pain a human can endure.It gets worse as the experiment leaves just being a mind play to her actual reality.
“Cheap fabrics,cheap meals”
“I deserve more than this!”
But what did you do for yourself?
Did you go out to work
Rather than sit and complain
Daydreaming of gold and silver
Craving for the riches of the earth
Even when it stared at you in the mirror
The underestimation of what you can do yourself
Without the nagging and begging
Or waiting for a guilty meal ticket
You deserve more,
only when you give more, in talent and practicality
I miss when i was blind
The time everything just slided by
I could not notice the pain and suffering
Moments of shame
Occurring all around me
I was just happy,lost in my own world
Of cake and fantasy
Back then everything was ok
Even the subtle jabs of insult
Then it was all good
There was no need for fear
Because I could not see
The monstrosity before me
Glaring me in the eye
An untouchable depth
Flawfully flawlessly like the earth itself
Strength,with a bountiful touch of dignity
The ambition that is seen in someone’s eyes
Care and dedication
That pleasant smile
The love that glows in a lover’s eyes
Kindness with the exaltation of patience
A well polished soul
The glimmer of hope
Grace seen on a face
An unbreakable force
Heads in a crowd
Being a wallflower
Is one of the best things that exists
Writing poetry in a buzzing room
Full of heads,talking in mass
With nothing much to fear
But I do fear
Though I have no idea why
Because there is nothing to owe
For being happy alone
It feels like my humanity is disintegrating
till there is nothing left
And when that happens I will laugh
Because the world had won
but I’m about to have my all round victory
So yes,I’ll love to be broken more
So my darkness will shine with the light
And I’ll be better than I’ve ever been
Thanks to the unrestrictions of the disassociation that was forced upon me
Those of us who are familiar with the law of attraction and other positive manifestation methods will have heared the word “abundance” so many times.Many would have pondered on the meaning of abundance.From the many descriptions,abundance will mean having an endless supply of resources for all of human kind.Right?
It may begin to seem confusing sometimes when you think of those who are poor and suffering even though we have such wonderful “abundance”.Looking around your room and home,you may have problems not being sceptical as you search for any positive indications of abundance.It is hard to get past the lack you feel and clearly see.You have made a mistake because it is not possible to see the infinite with the physical eyes in a doubtful humanly state.
It is very hard to see the infinite.You can’t just see it with a finite mind.This is a mistake many motivational speakers make or maybe they deliberately withdraw this information so as to make people more eager to grab a copy of their book for them to have more sales quickly.It makes you wonder how people are poor and suffering all over the world when we have all this wonderful “abundance”.
Our abundance is love.We have an endless supply to give to produce the results we need.Love is the root of all good things.If everyone was loving in this world,no one will even have to suffer.But we all know this is not how things are.We have so much love to give and to receive,only if we let ourselves.We deserve all the love we can get and the world around us deserves it as well.The fruit of abundance is love.We must see abundance from a place of love,because when we do this we see what could not be seen before.Our inner eye is openned and we stop giving ourselves and those around us pain.Then we are finally free to see the infinite all around us.