I was the one you buried

Who never died

I am the demon

Which haunts your heart

In the earth I layed

To rise to taunt

From my bowel a growl grows

Before it erupts

Like the lion’s roar

The one who was you



Understanding the concept of abundance

Those of us who are familiar with the law of attraction and other positive manifestation methods will have heared the word “abundance” so many times.Many would have pondered on the meaning of abundance.From the many descriptions,abundance will mean having an endless supply of resources for all of human kind.Right?

It may begin to seem confusing sometimes when you think of those who are poor and suffering even though we have such  wonderful “abundance”.Looking around your room and home,you may have problems not being sceptical as you search for any positive indications of abundance.It is hard to get past the lack you feel and clearly see.You have made a mistake because it is not possible to see the infinite with the physical eyes in a doubtful humanly state.

It is very hard to see the infinite.You can’t just see it with a finite mind.This is a mistake many motivational speakers make or maybe they deliberately withdraw this information so as to make people more eager to grab a copy of their book for them to have more sales quickly.It makes you wonder how people are poor and suffering all over the world when we have all this wonderful “abundance”.

Our abundance is love.We have an endless supply to give to produce the results we need.Love is the root of all good things.If everyone was loving in this world,no one will even have to suffer.But we all know this is not how things are.We have so much love to give and to receive,only if we let ourselves.We deserve all the love we can get and the world around us deserves it as well.The fruit of abundance is love.We must see abundance from a place of love,because when we do this we see what could not be seen before.Our inner eye is openned and we stop giving ourselves and those around us pain.Then we are finally free to see the infinite all around us.

Time in action

There is an awakening energy in all of us that we must grab,to get into the next level of enlightenment.It is subtle and only attainable by those who approach it with dedication.Were cannot hope to go further without transcending some banalities of the physical life.The mind-body connection is stronger than we perceive.We alter either,whether for positive or negative depending on the actions we choose to do through time.

The impact of utilizing this connection will be to an ultimate level.We must have in mind the mental clarity of the image of actualized goals and visions.Trying to chase the fulfilment of the irrational or what could have been is a dead end path.Somethings have to go,somehow, if you want a change to occur in your life path.There need to be a disconnection towards negative action triggers

Nothing miraculous would happen without a changed step.No matter how small,the process must begin and repeat consistently.The path to greatness lies in the ability to be able to do and redo positive things.It is the constant effort of turning the wheel one step further that makes you go at a full momentum.It is the steady transformation we can get through time put in action.

Tragedy,a rite of passage

Bad things have happened,bad things will happen and bad things will happen continuously,because bad things have always happened since the dawn of time.This is a fact you should accept.It may seem like a curse,but it’s not.The reality of life just embodies this.Such are how things are,when you look at it especially from unawoken layman’s perspective.

It seems like suffering because you have choosen to see it as so.The question now is,why?Why-has always been the question of the century for many things.Most times no answers are figured out to explain the intensity of life’s truths.Sometimes the easiest explaination are the right answers we have been looking for all along.

  • Pain prepares you for pleasure:Life is a cycle,just like the wheel of fortune card in tarot.Everything has stages and luck is left to the wheel.There us a need to understand what sorrow means for you to be able to fully understand what joy feels like.If you pass through though times now,know there are enjoyable times as deep as the tragedy you felt coming.
  • The universe has a lesson:A message might be directly to you,a point the universe wants to pass across.What lesson must you learn?what should you be doing during that situation?Is you part to enlightenment that way?

  • A story is being crafted:Life is a vivid story,slowly building up to a climax,steadily coming to a close.You tragedy and painful experiences might be a story that must ne told,a reference for someone else to grow.It may be the needed motivation that only you can impact in people’s life because of the uniqueness of the story.What you do with the tragedy and painful is left to you.Just know you have a choice-to turn it to a story of hope or languish in anguish.

Those who choose the first option come out stronger,better,happy and fulfilled.The answer is love.

Keeping up with the tides of the universe

Keeping up with the tides of the universe
The flow of the atmosphere
The rhythm of the earth
Asteroids clash and combust on the milky way
The splash of fire like the death of a rebirth

Whispers of the voices of nature
Soothing the relief of ever fresh wounds
Giving birth to new ideas which were raised from those which died
Burning brightly,Phoenix like

The waves have a way
Softening the rough edges and getting the frail sides stronger
Building it all solid
the law of polarity
The same perspective presented in multiple ways

Layers of love flowers
waiting to be claimed and embraced
Fluttering ever so incospiciously
The enigma of life,it ever flows
beauty of the universe

Aftermath of situations that seem like failure

What happens after an “had i know”moment?You will feel the pain and sadness.Tightening of the chest and the feelings of worthlessness.But you must not let it control you.Equip yourself with the right tools for survival.

  • You are are stronger than you think:If you think that failure will destroy,you’ve underestimated yourself.You have also doubted the power of the humans psyche.We humans are very strong,and I’m not talking about physically.I mean that our fighting power is very high.We are not easily broken and when we are,we can always remold our selves again.The feat of human achievements by people like you and me,who have gone through failure but yet persisted is amazing.
  • People are not judging you as harshly as you think and even if they are,those ones don’t matter:The illusion that is life and society formed by our minds controls us in more ways than we think.Most of our fears have been instilled on us by judgement.The people we fear judgement from are not perfect themselves,we should always remember this.Majority are too busy with their lives anyways to even care.Resting your happiness on how you are perceived or how less your failures are seen in the public eye is the key to failure.
  • You are stronger than they think:The perception of how you are viewed by people is not the real you.It is just a shadow,a glimmer of the reflective surface which is humanity-a mirror;showing the self and all the biases.Only you can know your true potential.And only you as well can decide.There is no guru that can tell you your true potential,or determine if all will be well for you.All that is lies in you and your power to be strong when you need to.
  • Should panic set in,relax your mind and unburden your soul to remain calm:Really,it’s not that hard as we make it.This thing called life.But if you make it feel hard,it will only get harder.The more you get used to ignoring the threat of panic and choosing peace,the better it will become.Remain calm as a choice no matter how you think it would be,it gets easier as you constantly let it be part of you.

Everything good will cogsme!

Top 5 ways to defeat fear

  1. Stop overthinking:Overthinking magnifies your fears.If you have thought about doing something,then go for it without dwelling too much in thought.Not only will over thinking stop you from actualizing your goals,it feeds the fear.It also keeps people who engage in this from being in an active state of doing.
  2. Do those things that normally frighten you:There are two methods to this:A deep-yourself-into-it’s method and a slow and steady approach.Both of them work,you just have to find out which would suit you more.If you fear talking to strangers,do that.Either you suddenly put in effort to talk to strangers per day,or you slowly try and initiate and keep conversations with strangers.
  3. Do not listen to the inner voices:It‘s easy to fall a prey to the deception of our minds.When this happens we call it self sabotage.It is the pattern of badly wanting something but yet the inability of taking known positive steps to fulfilment of those goals.Everyone has those “doubters”(as I would like to call those voices)always criticizing us and demoralizing us.The goal is neither to argue or fight with this voices.The goal is to not respond and let them naturally become mute.Be calm.Equanimity is the key word when dealing with them.
  4. Avoid rationalizing:Ignore the feeling of having to defend your fear.Fear should not be explained as it is irrational and emotional.It is a defense mechanism to what you feel you can’t control.Rationalizing strengthens the fear as you justify it and gives it a reason for existence.
  5. Take a step:Practice makes perfect is not a cliche.The more you do something,the better you become.The same goes the other way around,hide from something-the worse you become.Open yourself to possibilities(no matter how cliche that sounds as well).It might not exactly be as perfect as you had imagined but it is still a step.All growth means progress.Make sure you advance daily.

      Awakening realizations 1

      How do you know if you are an awoken soul?

      When you wake up to a world that is not the brainwashed picture you are used to,which had been presented to you your whole life.That means you are awakened.This is both a pleasant gift and an unsavoury curse.It is because you see,recorgnise and feel what you do not always like.

      The truth is obvious to you now and it cannot be re-covered.You have to dance to the music which brings the mix of all emotions.You are unable to communicate your magnificent views adequately to the unspoken ones.They may see you as too radical/confused or insane.

      Because you are not “meant” to know something’s which you now know,you focus on things that are not “meant” to be focused on.Sometimes you feel the weight of the world on your soilders.You empatize indiscriminately.You feel that nobody really understands and kerp trying to carry on on your own.

      • You feel weak and strong alternatively
      • You look for guidance on your next steps
      • Burdens that were never yours becomes your concern 
      • You have a connection to the universe 
      • You are expectant on the next steps outcomes
      • You are enlightened beyond your expectation(when you actually look deep within).

      Such is the life of someone awakened.I call it the awakening realizations.