Let me deceive myself,please
For it is much easier this way
Once I enjoy my bowl of lies
Then I will move on again
If the cure to pain is delusion
Aren’t I allowed to have it?
Who am I to act strong?
When I face an impossible truth
They say when your life is falling apart
The end result might be pleasant
But for me,I am too scared to face this
Maybe one day I will look back and laugh
Thinking I was so wrongly afraid
But today,give me my bowl of lies
Since I need it to survive
Then let me have it,please!