When you wake up to a world that is not the brainwashed picture you are used to,which had been presented to you your whole life.That means you are awakened.This is both a pleasant gift and an unsavoury curse.It is because you see,recorgnise and feel what you do not always like.
The truth is obvious to you now and it cannot be re-covered.You have to dance to the music which brings the mix of all emotions.You are unable to communicate your magnificent views adequately to the unspoken ones.They may see you as too radical/confused or insane.
Because you are not “meant” to know something’s which you now know,you focus on things that are not “meant” to be focused on.Sometimes you feel the weight of the world on your soilders.You empatize indiscriminately.You feel that nobody really understands and kerp trying to carry on on your own.
- You feel weak and strong alternatively
- You look for guidance on your next steps
- Burdens that were never yours becomes your concern
- You have a connection to the universe
- You are expectant on the next steps outcomes
- You are enlightened beyond your expectation(when you actually look deep within).
Such is the life of someone awakened.I call it the awakening realizations.